Tuesday, March 24, 2009

rollercoaster

i don't know how to fix my mistakes.

no. bernice was right there. there are no second chances. we suck it up, hold our dignity in, and move on. it's not that hard to do.

for months after the breakup with nicole every day that passed was like a shard of glass in my chest as i thought about her growing happier with marcus. that was pain. it's natural.

what is not natural is wallowing in it. this new blog isn't "moving on". this is just me talking when there is nothing left to be said. i promised myself i would not be like this.

no.

there are other things for me now. responsibilities, work. i am getting better and it is true. i think about her less each day.

soon there will be no more nicole in my head.

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