Monday, February 16, 2009

lucidity?

really,
all this blog proves is just how confused i am as a person.

i'm alright.

a brief list of recent thoughts:
1) i don't want my mum to grow old. i'm scared of things changing.
2) i really want to get out of army. the desperation died off some time back but it's back again these few days, in full force.
3) i miss nicole very much as a person. and i am scared of the possibility that we can never be normal friends again.
4) i am, and may well always be, very lonely.

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