once every few weeks i still stare at my phone
thinking
rationalizing
about friendship and love and caring
and being mature
but the better part of me knows.
no.
no, ryan.
you are irrelevant now.
being mature doesn't mean staying friends
or being able to love someone without being with them
or even about changing the person you are.
the fact that you am fifteen minutes early for everything now
or that you've gotten better at shooting games
or that you're working so much harder
doesn't change anything.
no.
being mature means knowing what is more comfortable to her.
what will genuinely make her happy.
even if that means i will never
see her again
touch her face
share a smile
until the day we both die.
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